I feel better after it rained tonight and repeated listening to this song,
Mr Big - To be with you. Dont rmb when's the last time i heard this song. It is super. Sharon indirectly make my day again. =)
I was hoping the rain would continued into late at night but it seems to have stopped.
Friday, October 30, 2009
Im tired
Reached home not feeling good. 3 things. I should take my afternoon nap but i dont feel like it. Will have a really good night slp latr.
1) One month plus ago, my mind is make up to not train anymore. Someone suggested to go gym today from the start of this week. Through the days has been slowly conditioning my mind for the start of training again. It got cancelled at the last min. This is so tiring to the mind.
I feel that there is this storage in me that is storing up energy, and when this energy gets larger and larger, i need to find ways to release it. Ways includes training and parkouring. I wish i got a punching bag in my house.
2) Yesterday Eugene told me abt one of the exercise that makes him cry. "What do you want?" I has been asking myself too. Got the ans just now. It is not a hard, complicated thing to want but it just seems far. Made me tear alittle.
3) Another feeling im feeling now seems familiar. It scares me.
I always picture myself as the survivor, the one who wont be destroyed by hurdles laid infront of me. Now, i released that the thing that would kill me is myself and it scares me.
1) One month plus ago, my mind is make up to not train anymore. Someone suggested to go gym today from the start of this week. Through the days has been slowly conditioning my mind for the start of training again. It got cancelled at the last min. This is so tiring to the mind.
I feel that there is this storage in me that is storing up energy, and when this energy gets larger and larger, i need to find ways to release it. Ways includes training and parkouring. I wish i got a punching bag in my house.
2) Yesterday Eugene told me abt one of the exercise that makes him cry. "What do you want?" I has been asking myself too. Got the ans just now. It is not a hard, complicated thing to want but it just seems far. Made me tear alittle.
3) Another feeling im feeling now seems familiar. It scares me.
I always picture myself as the survivor, the one who wont be destroyed by hurdles laid infront of me. Now, i released that the thing that would kill me is myself and it scares me.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
JS - Officially Missing You
Has been listening to this song for quite sometime. Nice duet. Loved Janice, towards the front where her mouth closed from left to right plus the mini-wink is so sexy.
FIVE books lining up to be read, studied and revised. When will I start?
An urge to write a new song. When will i start?
Currently, afternoon nap is taking up alot of time. 3hr plus of nap isnt good. Going to solve this by sleeping earlier at night, then i can go to sch earlier, nap lesser and more thus having more time.
If you ask me why i go back to blogging, it is because i figured that i only willing to write in my diary those hidden thoughts and secrets. Other then those i guess i can blog them here.
FIVE books lining up to be read, studied and revised. When will I start?
An urge to write a new song. When will i start?
Currently, afternoon nap is taking up alot of time. 3hr plus of nap isnt good. Going to solve this by sleeping earlier at night, then i can go to sch earlier, nap lesser and more thus having more time.
If you ask me why i go back to blogging, it is because i figured that i only willing to write in my diary those hidden thoughts and secrets. Other then those i guess i can blog them here.
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